December 6 2011

Im planning to get rid of the voices in december 8 or 7. But satan said he will blind me but its not true. If i do become blinded its because of satan. Also voices still say that ill be arrested. But i dont know if tbats true or not. But i nust realized last winter tbat satan was walking around. I received an message from marissa and she said that her mother hearded a noise in the basement. But i dont if shes telling the truth or not. But if shes telling the truth satan was probably imteracting with the falimy. Also my dats been stressing because of these so called ediots satans whores. Also im planning to move to moosonee in the future. But i dont know when ill be moving. Voices are still saying its a kid causing me to hear voices. But i dont think so. I find satan crazy and delusional. Im serious. Satan acts like a lil girl and thats just crazy. I ordered my glasses yesterday. Demons havent been hurting me i dont know why satan wont hurt me. But im thinking that hd only wants to make a deal with me. But im not maming a deal wuth gaylord satan. Plus i recorded satan too. He called me dirty nerd.thats it for now.

November 26 2011

Ive been working on a new blog with videos. I recorded voice notes too and put in my video blog. Also one of the voices callEd me dirty nerd. I also been seeing people saying its a kid making me hear voices but they turn out to be satans bitches. I learned afew things about attawapiskat. Voices say its a shape shifter causing me to hear voices but it isnt true. Ive been uploading videos of my voice notes. This is my new blog http://attawapiskat.vidmeup.com. Whqt youll find there is the voices i recorded. Also i recorded the devil.. What else i recorded sounded like an alien. Right now im trying to figure out what sata s upto. I dont like what im facing here so ill lose the voices next month hopefully. But voices said satan will kill everyone in attawapiskat just because i lost the voices.. But satan lied. Satan framed me a couple of times. When i was talking to someone on facebook i got framed. The one i spoke to on facebook was savanna she think i wrote something bad but it wasnt me that wrote that it was satan causing a techno glitch or something like that. I never really like tLking to a christian anyways. Voices messed up alot of things im doing. I kept cling satan crazy and he didnt like that at all. Tbats all i have to say for now.

November 20 2011

I recorded voIces and created an audIo blog whIch Is where I put my recordIngs In. satan called me a dIrty nerd In my recordIng at attawapIskat.vIdmeup.com. so satan Is talkIng back of what I say. I recorded demons too and recorded them usIng a computer tablet.a dog was barkIng at me as If the dog sensed evIl. I know the thIngs Ive posted sounds crazy but Its truthful of what I say. just go to my audIo blog to hear them demons I recorded. plus my days arent normal anymore. I am startIng to see telepathIc psychIcs now. they say all sorts of thIngs. one tIme few months ago they all acted lIke telepathIc psychIcs. at tImes they tell me they cant read my mInd. they say Itsthe devIl. they say Its a kId. Its lIke gpthey are demons or somethIng. they acted lIke people I met In kashechewan ontarIo. so I recorded satan and lIly I recorded too but lIly sounded pIssed too. she saId fuck you In the recordIng. but for some reason the recordIng gone mIssIng. thats all I have to say for now.

October 16 2011

My day was okay. But i was ignoring the voices and i wasnt able to hear the voices after i forgotten about them . But a kid was crying then her mother i hearded saying come on in cree. I am writing things about the supernatural still. I seeing things moving in my eyes. Like eyes of red in my reflection. Its lily or shaliries which is now grace. Im just talkong of what i think. People thinks i think about ghosts too much. But i dont think about ghosts. You wouldnt believe what im thinking about right now. Im actually writing more about what i was told by todd or tedd. Plus im writing more about things involving the supernatural. People thinks im crazy but atleast im not afraid to show what ithink. I remember one time on facebook someone told me that he seeing ghosts. Im planning to move out of town and move to a city. But thats going to be months from now. Todd or tedd told me that a kid was using me. Thats the voices. But i didnt know if thats todd or not. Could be the voices messing with me now. I still see the shadow figure outside my house. But it changes shape. I still sometging redish blood too on the roof. Voices still says that im going to lose my eyes. And voices some how are created. Like they have a mind of their own. And i can choose what i can hear. Plus voices says ranfom stuff now. I think one of the voices whats to be hearded. I noticed the the voices are always trying to scare me alot but doesnt work most of the time. Yesterday she trying to trick me. She acted like me. And acted like she killed my family. But it was real. But shes trying everything she could think of to scare me. I guess thats their challenge. I remember a time when there were two snakes found few weeks ago. People still made a mistake that i see ghosts. I dont see ghosts. I hear things only. I dont see anything about me writing and posting that i see ghosts. I dont see me saying i see ghosts. Idont. The satanist voices are still telling me to run like crazy. I went to the dumb with soneone and mn so much had change. Grounds look higher. Plus i saw someone came out od an area. I dont know why he came out of the area. And voices are just making me feel emotions. Like they try to make me feel sorry, angry, sad. And i just realized satan is not hurting me and its been past a year when i started hearing voices. Something is up with the voices. I think these voices are harmless. But they keep annoying me. Like they have the ability to make me puke, icgying, and other stuff they can do to me.

October 15 2011

Now its been an unbelieveable month for me. Anyways it turns out the voices ihear arent human. Plus i seen and noticed alot of things. I hearded two people saying hey.. But they were saying it to me. I still see the shadow figure out side in the dark. I remember doing things in my past. Yesterday my mother and i talked about my voices i hearded. I just realized that if i lose the voices i will get framed by something. I have alot of secrets about attawapiskat. And they are unbelieveable. Also i learned that these voices i hear but can not talk about it. Anyways i still hear voices and i talk to them sometimes. I also keep forgetting about it. Oh and monster says something about me writing this post. Thats right monster voice. Crazy bitch i have to tell you. Dont ask. One of the voices claims to be a monster. And she convinced me. Someone said a kid was making me hear voices. I find that hard to believe until i hearded the kud for my self. Also the mother i hearded. Todd try telling me sonething but i decided not to talk to him. Then he came forthe second time. I wanted to knowwhat he wants me to know. Butthen he said the kid is getting mad so he decided not to tell me. Thats it for this.

August 6 2011

Ive been talking to people but theyve lied to me alot. I noticed that. Ediots voices are saying I'll lose my eyes but they are gay liars. Lets see okay, what have changed so far is my voice. But when someone comes near me my voice chamged back to normal. But when I wear sunglasses at night time my voice changed. Like a demon voice. When I get angry at night my voice changes. In the sunlight it feels different. Like little heavy or something. Anyways what ive noticed is in the dark im happier. Plus demons I hear are up to something. Its not good. Ive been noticing alot of clouds. Anyways jennifer said that she was in Attawapiskat. At the time there were thunder clouds lughtenning. But the rain came late. Not sure if the clouds were real though. Just a couple of days ago thunder clouds showed up again and rained late. After voices i hearded chanted something at the same time. Around 4pm yesterday. I dont know why. But A car accident happened after around 4pm. Someone died in the car accident. So after at night time another car accident happens but the kid just walked away wgen the bike was stuck under the car. Plus around midnight i went to the northern store it was dark. Someone was sitting in the dark where i normally sit. He was dressed all in black. Also ive been recording voices including my voices. My voice sounds different. Plus i recorded ghosts, demons and the voices i hear. They are real. Wrll i dont know if they are real or its just in my head. But my other family members hearded the voices. What else ive noticed is. Red sun and orange moon afew weeks ago. Then a fog. Then a cloud a shape of an eye with flames. Not like real flames. It almost looks like it. And i noticed some changes. So thats it for now. Thats all.

July 9 2011

I been able to control my feeling now. Satan gave me a gift? Oh im not Satans child. Even jennifer said shaliries said I'm Satans child. Oh not sure if shes lying jennifer but she said she could hear voices like I do. And well seeing alot of shit happening well not alot. Bitches said they'll hunt me down. Voices tells me crazy stuff. Plus jennifer hears a demon named judas. Oh and jennifer felt pain at first now the pain was good she felt. I mean she felt love. Judas said it was him. Oh jean is feeling dizzing abd she almost keeps faintint. Thats two people experiencing something since they met me. Ohh and please if you guys think I am a criminal leave noow! Oh not angry.get out of my blog if yoy dobt like me OR that would call the police on me. Assholes voices says I'll lose my eyes buut assholes are lying. I noticed people dying too. Weird. And bad stuff happening around me. Well a little girl says shes doing it. I am serious. Satans daughter or a non human bitch. Allso another voices saud it was a girl boyfriend. So what else is going on drawing symbols on the floor. Oh jennifer had a dream of me being really evil with a black cape red eyes, and a woman dying in moosonee. Weird dream but thats what she said. Jeannette had the same dream of me being evil with red eyes. Oh and demons are still screwing with me and jennifer. She saw demons jennifer too. Now what else is going on. Um using magic? Not sure if I am or those evil bitches are doing it. So that all for now.

June 26 2011

You know what the voices are just screwing with me. But I did see some convincing things of what happened. I saw Jerry standing with my grand mother but when I left I hearded electricity that was weird. What else has happen is will I saw two people doing something but I am alittle surprised what they did. Oh and the voices I hear are telling me to repent. Weird how these demons act but they keep telling me lies these voices. I am also aware of the four leg animal. I mean in winter I was chased by a white wolf or fox or something at the river. I was in a panic. Lmao. Man things used to be scary back then now I aint afraid. I stop talking to my family because they are against me. I don't ask them questions because I'd probably fet in trouble. Whay else is going on is my vision getting fucked up. I can't tell something wrong with my eyes because my family will just me against me. It seems like my family us agaimst me alot of times. I try to convince my family something else is going on but I just can't convince them. They said i've been saying that I keep saying I feel pain but I dont. So I can't convince the family whats going on they won't believe me.

June 25 2011

Something is really up here. I still Don't know what to believe. But I am beginning to think that my family is being messed around. They seem to ask me to take the injection. It'sweird when I took these injections things started getting worse. Satan is messing with me. Or.. I don't know. I just realized something I don't really get hurt by satan. Yeah I got choked by something but that wasn't satan. I've been feeling pain for 2 years my mother says but I been feeling pains just months ago. My mother says my memory is messed up. She said I must of lost my memory. I hearded the Alien thundet noise again. So If I go out side of town it could be a trap by the evil. I mean that satan is going to talk to me if I go out side of town. He'll try to decieve me. But I don't know what to believe. You guys don't really know what situation I'm in. My familydoesn't believes me and only one person does. It's someone I've been ralkong to for awhle now. Shesays she sees my name. So I am planning to do something here. I also saw something that is sick at the next house. And something is really up. So I am beginning to think they are telling the truth. I am keep evidence of whats going on just incase if anything happens to me. So what else happened. Just trying to figure out what is going on. I am beginning to think my family lies to me. Plus other people calling satans child? It just makes me believe that they are telling the truth. Something..thats it for now.

June 24 2011

Okay something is wrong. I though it was friday yesterday it's friday today. What in the hell? Okay voices told me to repent today. The voices kept telling me to run and something weird happened today. I was aware of Joseph closing the out side door then after right on the door closed I seen him about ten feet away from the door he closed. Oh the voices said the town will hunt me down lmao. If they did and I go to heacen Satan would probably kill everyone that hunted me town. I mean Satan wants me to go to Hell with Lily and not Heaven. If the town kills me then the town dies. Its just an idea what could happen. Another crazy thing is that jeannette keeps seeing my name still. For sone reason I realized that I keep thinking about soneones name. And I can't seem to control myy though sonetimes. Oh I am still hiding from people. And this is one messed up situation I am in. My mother said I've been feeling pain for two years but I only started feeling pain months ago. Satan is planning something big. I mean really big. Not sure though. But I think He'll use the town against me. This is just a theory I could be wrong. I don't know what Satan is planning but If they do use the community against me I am screwed. But if I die and go to heaven Satan will be pissed. If I go to hell he be happy. So something is up here the voices said that Satan is going to trick the town but the voices always lied. So what else is Satans plan? Well going on a plane ride. If I hear Satan there I'd be screwed. But I doubt Satan will turn the town against me. But if they did it would be a trap for them. I think people has dreams about them talking to god. Something is special about the town Attawapiskat. Theres even a cross near the airport. Not a stick, wooden, metal cross just a road or something. So I spoken with someone on facebook. Oh and I am still trying to figure out what is going on here. I was told not to mention her but I realized I did shit. Anyways something is going to happen. I mean something really big. Or small. So I'll try to figure out what is going on here.

June 23 2011

Satan is a real tricky person. I thought people were saying that I did something sick but it turns out it was the voices. I mean it's crazy these thing's I've said. But I do think there are Shape shifter in town. Something is really up. I keep hearing in the son my name Roman. I must of hearded in the son Roman three times. But I think it's Satan making it hsppen. Look guy's I am not a criminal. I got tricked by the voices I think. I've been framed if you guys aren't aware. People sees me going outside but I can not go out side because of the dogs. They keep barkong at me. Yeah I can walk to a destination but I can't walk at night, day time too long. I'd be barked at dogs. I am demonized and I screwed up. But ut looks like my future demon self is in my time. I keep seeing my self as a shadow figure. Oh I have a chance to make the deal with satan believe it or not. The voices are working on something here. George said that He kept seeing my name but he said he didn't. His memory was erased or my memory was made up. The crazy thing is going on is seeing alien actibvities. I seen the white flashof light three times now.its possiblesatan made it look like there are monsters in Attawapiskat. So whats going on I've been hiding from people. If I get send to prison I lose my eyesight. Then I'll have no choice to make the deal with satan. So thats it for now.

June 22 2011

Nothing happened yesterday. I haven't noticed anything weird but a flash of white light in my window. I'm beginning to think I am being watched by aliens. I hearded the flash light noise. It sounded electrical. I hearded in the song on june 21 2011 to email Theresa. I emailed her but didn't work then someone said a Cree word EH. So I am already learning what I am facing. I never went oit of the house yesterday. I am afraid someone will say I am satans child or if I get arrested. I don't think people believes what I said. I try talking to the girl but telepathically. What the voices said yesterday was kind of lies. I spoke with Jeannette and she had weird dreams after we met. Xavier won't talk to me by email. She lives in another community Xavier. I don't know why she won't talk to me. It seems that I get sometines ignored. I mean I talk to people but they ignore me alot. I think the shape shifter is still framing me. But I am starting to think the shifter is not really a shape shifter but an alien. So I saw light white light but lasted only less then a second. I saw my eyes too they look different from other peoples eyes. Not sure if it's normal but my eyes shined. It's not schizophrenia my grand mother saw the same flash of white light few days ago last week. I also am beginning to think the satanist voices are telling the truth about Aliens in Attawapiskat. If you google the google earth look at the map of Attawapiskat Ontario you see the cross near at the air port run way. I noticed the telepathics in Attawapiskat and I am starting to believe they are aliens. What I am saying is crazy but very real. What the satanist voices said the cross near the airport is a symbol of greys (aliens). I am dealing with a confusion problem. I seen the greys face but they looked really different from what joy of satan described. I've been in joy of satan buut not the son of satan! So I was investigating the demonized satanist I hear but never seen. These satanist are telling me that god is the bad guy and satan is the good guy. But theres seems to be evidence the satanists voices are telling the truth. But then again something supernatural is messing with me. I recorded the voices and mostly me in my other blog http://inthalexious.blogspot.com. You know what I've been hearing alot god. Serve god, go to church, pray. My mother Rollande said to pray. Two dats ago I think someone called the police on me for saying something. That guy is a real bitch Satan could kill me on the plane if satan is evil. But I don't know what to believe. I know most people say believe god not Satan. When I was at the debeers trailors east side in my mothers room I hearded them laugh and say Terold nah? It meam Was it terold. It looks to me that my brother was the obe that shape shifted into me with the blue light around me. So I don't know who to believe. If I go run out of town the aliens or satan will kill me. IF satan is evil. Another thing on my mind is seeing the greys faces. Skyra my little cousin said something to me. I gonna stop going to church for alittle while. So I think they still think I am satans child and I'm starting to want to believe Satan. So alot of crazy things is going on. The satanist ask me to pray to Satan. But I think I want to. I meam I am beginning to think that they are all aliens. I mean people just become crazy around me. Like talking behind my back saying I done something bad and serious. Young people calling me satans child. Its just fucked up right now. Oh great I'm hearing voices in the TV now. I asked a satanist help from Joy of Satan (good satanist not evil not a racist) pray for ne but he said you know you could pray for your self. So right now I am fucken screwed. If I go on the plane I die. If the police arrest me then I'll go to prison but first get send to the plane. To tell you guys the truth it first started off as monsters in Attawapiskat now I am thinking they are aliens. Man you guys must think I'm crazy.. Oh and I repented but I'll still get killed becausr of satans stupid daughter Lily I like to call the white bitch. Since she is all ghostly white with big eyes. So I don't know what to do. I think the shifter is still framing me and this is just fucked up. Plus I'm starting to think that Satan is my father. Yeah I know how it sounds. But theres seems to be more prove that the satanist are telling the truth. Us its fucken weird how they called me satans child the satanist voices said I am satans son. If they are telling the truth that would explain the red eyes but I looked like bloody in the cameras in 2009 until I demonized my self in Kashechewan accidentally. So I am also afraid that they'll hunt me down. Satanist voices I never seen told me about the community of Attawapiskat. And it looks to me that the cross near the airport is a symbol of god. The crazy thing is its the third time I seen the alien lightenning. Plus when Jerry saw the alien lightenning last week he didn't look surprised. Oh and I deny being the son of satan. But I want to believe satan beecause people keeps saying I sk the son of satan! Which by the way is getting annoying. I mean those lets just calll them I don't know what to calk them. But they keep screaming satans child. Not sure if the could control them self tok. Every time they see me they act crazy. Saying serve god satans child. But the thing that hurted me is my family mother, brother not taking it seriously. They think I'm fucken joking. So I'm stuck im the fucken house while a shape shifter frames me. So right now I want to believe satan. Because I am beginning to think they are all aliens. I mean them framing me, calling me satans child, talking behind my back, my family not taking it seriously. Are they even my family the satanist says no. They say satan is my father and they sound so serious those satanist. Satan has many sons the satanist says. So I am just confuse. None of the people reading my blog doesn't even believes me what I say about shape shifters framing me. I tell them fave to face they call the police on me. So now what I am doing? Thinking of a way out which I am trap right now. The non satanist voices said that they are lying those satanist voices. Oh and I almost made the deal with satan two days ago at night. I was pissed that they called the oolice on me. The deal would of been big. So you know almost sold my soul to satan. I mean I seen the shasow figure of satan well me I think. So I still see shadow figures tjat appears to be me or satan. So right now I don't think they believe what I say about the shsoe shifter. So again I am thinking of a way out.

June 21 2011

Alright something supernatural is screwing with me. I did some thing bad they said.. But I did not do anything bad. It wasn't me. Look just think about it, I'm a shy person not a bad person. I did not hurted anyone. Terold the kimberleys guy said He saw me with blue light around me. That wasnt me it was sonething else entirely different. I still think this guy is messing with me. It first started off makimg fun of someone then thats when these bad this happened. I'm fucken screwed around with by something. I'm not sure if its fake or real but it looks damn real to me. So if I do something bad its not me. I stop going out in public. I hearded a siren last night I think it was the shape shifter. Look I know what is going on here. This shape shifter is supernatural he has powers of his own. Yeah I know it sounds crazy but they are real. I've investigated the town for since 2007. I know whats in the commumity of Attawapiskat and its not good. I was walking to the kimberleys and this guy tells me he sees me covered in blue light. But he said it was around me the blue light. But that wasn't me that was something else. Plus people keeps calling me Satans child. That sucks I am not satans child. Never ever make fun of the shape shifters mother or grandmother he cam really frame you. I mean think about it I'm a shy person not a bad person. So do not think I'm evil. But the real evil is messing with me right now. These things. This morning I saw a flash in my window room. It was white flash. So many crazy things is going on in my life right now. So I dont know what else to say but.. I dont know thats all for now.

June 20 june 19 2011

My life started off normal until every thong changed. My life feels like a fantasy or something. I meam I hear voices, see things, seeing shadow figures, telepathic psychics, experiencing the paranormal supernatural. Most doctors says its schizophrenia but I don't think so. So what happen on june 19 will I remember hearing voices. The voices seems to want attention plus they try to scare me alot and tell me alot of lies. Like I talk about somethibg and they say its lies. These are demons I'm hearing. Or something else entirely different. But I'm beginning to think its Lilith and Satan messing with me. It appears that Satan wants me to go to hell for his daughter Lily. So the voices seems to erase and makes up peoples memory alot. I mean my mother remembers me hearing voices while my brother only remembers me hearing voices last year. The thing is.. I've been hearing voices for months almost a year. I started hearing voices after I left Kashechewan Ontario. I find Lilith a real bitch for demonizing me. I know it sounds crazy but my eyes look really different in the mirror. They shine in the dark, sometimes seeing bloody red eyes but disappears. I hear this little girl that claims to be respinsible for me hearing voices. She appears as supernatural being. But I thought it was a kid after I found out about her theen I begin to think its Liliths tricks to mess with me. The voices I hear are very annoying and delusional. But I'm beginning to notice telepathics and people talking behind my back but its the voices messing with me. Another thing that happened to me is joking around but we were making a joke out of Theresa hall nothing serious though. But at the time we were talking about Theresa Hall I noticed these red line marks around my neck. A long mark. I think I was choked by my cross rope by.. Lets just say Demons. So when Jeannette made fun of Theresa thays when the supernatural things occurred around her. But we said sorry then it just stopped happening those supernatural things. I believe that it was the demons messing with jeannette. But it stopped after we said sorry. Oh jeannette lives in the city I live in Attawapiskat. So I've been choked? I think my memory was erased. Because I didn't remember getting choked. The voices seemed desperate to keep a very cool secret which I think is real. I think yesterday that a driver was going back in my town east side town looked at me after I saiid they communicate with aliens there. Lmao he looked at me. But I think my memory was made up. Today I hearded the little girl saying I'm real and damn she sounded really close just at the yard. It seems that Lilith is messing with me. But she sounds like the little girl she sounds like me talking not the voice her voice is a female voice but she talks the way I talk. Couldn't really understand her. I looked at my self in tje mirror and saw my eyes shining I think. It was today. So I spoke with Jeannette again to make fun of the little girl see if something happens. The little girl I hear is one of the voices I hear and she sounds different from the other voices. So we spoke varely to the little girl because she wouldn't talk at all. But the other voices are just messing with me. I seen someone at the church this last sunday thats the 19 june. It looked like a kid. The kid was waving at me but quickly disappeared. I asked savannah to make fun of Theresa because I was testing something but Savannah said no. But while I was asking the others to do something for me I hearded some one say Fuck him. That person in my house was talking to me. But no stranger was in my house. Je sounded like a stranger. So I've been investigating the paranormal in Attawapiskat and it turns out some of the supernatural waa caused by Demons. I'm still trying to figure out why satan wouldn't kill me but I'm beginning to think he wants something from me. Maybe Satan attacked me alot of times I just don't remember being attacked. My memory was probably erased by satan. So I was standing outside today thats when I hearded the little girl. But she wouldn't show her self so I think its satan messing with me. There are no proof of the kid. So I don't believe the kid being well a kid. Its probably satans tricks. So thats all for now.