October 16 2011

My day was okay. But i was ignoring the voices and i wasnt able to hear the voices after i forgotten about them . But a kid was crying then her mother i hearded saying come on in cree. I am writing things about the supernatural still. I seeing things moving in my eyes. Like eyes of red in my reflection. Its lily or shaliries which is now grace. Im just talkong of what i think. People thinks i think about ghosts too much. But i dont think about ghosts. You wouldnt believe what im thinking about right now. Im actually writing more about what i was told by todd or tedd. Plus im writing more about things involving the supernatural. People thinks im crazy but atleast im not afraid to show what ithink. I remember one time on facebook someone told me that he seeing ghosts. Im planning to move out of town and move to a city. But thats going to be months from now. Todd or tedd told me that a kid was using me. Thats the voices. But i didnt know if thats todd or not. Could be the voices messing with me now. I still see the shadow figure outside my house. But it changes shape. I still sometging redish blood too on the roof. Voices still says that im going to lose my eyes. And voices some how are created. Like they have a mind of their own. And i can choose what i can hear. Plus voices says ranfom stuff now. I think one of the voices whats to be hearded. I noticed the the voices are always trying to scare me alot but doesnt work most of the time. Yesterday she trying to trick me. She acted like me. And acted like she killed my family. But it was real. But shes trying everything she could think of to scare me. I guess thats their challenge. I remember a time when there were two snakes found few weeks ago. People still made a mistake that i see ghosts. I dont see ghosts. I hear things only. I dont see anything about me writing and posting that i see ghosts. I dont see me saying i see ghosts. Idont. The satanist voices are still telling me to run like crazy. I went to the dumb with soneone and mn so much had change. Grounds look higher. Plus i saw someone came out od an area. I dont know why he came out of the area. And voices are just making me feel emotions. Like they try to make me feel sorry, angry, sad. And i just realized satan is not hurting me and its been past a year when i started hearing voices. Something is up with the voices. I think these voices are harmless. But they keep annoying me. Like they have the ability to make me puke, icgying, and other stuff they can do to me.