June 24 2011

Okay something is wrong. I though it was friday yesterday it's friday today. What in the hell? Okay voices told me to repent today. The voices kept telling me to run and something weird happened today. I was aware of Joseph closing the out side door then after right on the door closed I seen him about ten feet away from the door he closed. Oh the voices said the town will hunt me down lmao. If they did and I go to heacen Satan would probably kill everyone that hunted me town. I mean Satan wants me to go to Hell with Lily and not Heaven. If the town kills me then the town dies. Its just an idea what could happen. Another crazy thing is that jeannette keeps seeing my name still. For sone reason I realized that I keep thinking about soneones name. And I can't seem to control myy though sonetimes. Oh I am still hiding from people. And this is one messed up situation I am in. My mother said I've been feeling pain for two years but I only started feeling pain months ago. Satan is planning something big. I mean really big. Not sure though. But I think He'll use the town against me. This is just a theory I could be wrong. I don't know what Satan is planning but If they do use the community against me I am screwed. But if I die and go to heaven Satan will be pissed. If I go to hell he be happy. So something is up here the voices said that Satan is going to trick the town but the voices always lied. So what else is Satans plan? Well going on a plane ride. If I hear Satan there I'd be screwed. But I doubt Satan will turn the town against me. But if they did it would be a trap for them. I think people has dreams about them talking to god. Something is special about the town Attawapiskat. Theres even a cross near the airport. Not a stick, wooden, metal cross just a road or something. So I spoken with someone on facebook. Oh and I am still trying to figure out what is going on here. I was told not to mention her but I realized I did shit. Anyways something is going to happen. I mean something really big. Or small. So I'll try to figure out what is going on here.