June 26 2011

You know what the voices are just screwing with me. But I did see some convincing things of what happened. I saw Jerry standing with my grand mother but when I left I hearded electricity that was weird. What else has happen is will I saw two people doing something but I am alittle surprised what they did. Oh and the voices I hear are telling me to repent. Weird how these demons act but they keep telling me lies these voices. I am also aware of the four leg animal. I mean in winter I was chased by a white wolf or fox or something at the river. I was in a panic. Lmao. Man things used to be scary back then now I aint afraid. I stop talking to my family because they are against me. I don't ask them questions because I'd probably fet in trouble. Whay else is going on is my vision getting fucked up. I can't tell something wrong with my eyes because my family will just me against me. It seems like my family us agaimst me alot of times. I try to convince my family something else is going on but I just can't convince them. They said i've been saying that I keep saying I feel pain but I dont. So I can't convince the family whats going on they won't believe me.