June 20 june 19 2011

My life started off normal until every thong changed. My life feels like a fantasy or something. I meam I hear voices, see things, seeing shadow figures, telepathic psychics, experiencing the paranormal supernatural. Most doctors says its schizophrenia but I don't think so. So what happen on june 19 will I remember hearing voices. The voices seems to want attention plus they try to scare me alot and tell me alot of lies. Like I talk about somethibg and they say its lies. These are demons I'm hearing. Or something else entirely different. But I'm beginning to think its Lilith and Satan messing with me. It appears that Satan wants me to go to hell for his daughter Lily. So the voices seems to erase and makes up peoples memory alot. I mean my mother remembers me hearing voices while my brother only remembers me hearing voices last year. The thing is.. I've been hearing voices for months almost a year. I started hearing voices after I left Kashechewan Ontario. I find Lilith a real bitch for demonizing me. I know it sounds crazy but my eyes look really different in the mirror. They shine in the dark, sometimes seeing bloody red eyes but disappears. I hear this little girl that claims to be respinsible for me hearing voices. She appears as supernatural being. But I thought it was a kid after I found out about her theen I begin to think its Liliths tricks to mess with me. The voices I hear are very annoying and delusional. But I'm beginning to notice telepathics and people talking behind my back but its the voices messing with me. Another thing that happened to me is joking around but we were making a joke out of Theresa hall nothing serious though. But at the time we were talking about Theresa Hall I noticed these red line marks around my neck. A long mark. I think I was choked by my cross rope by.. Lets just say Demons. So when Jeannette made fun of Theresa thays when the supernatural things occurred around her. But we said sorry then it just stopped happening those supernatural things. I believe that it was the demons messing with jeannette. But it stopped after we said sorry. Oh jeannette lives in the city I live in Attawapiskat. So I've been choked? I think my memory was erased. Because I didn't remember getting choked. The voices seemed desperate to keep a very cool secret which I think is real. I think yesterday that a driver was going back in my town east side town looked at me after I saiid they communicate with aliens there. Lmao he looked at me. But I think my memory was made up. Today I hearded the little girl saying I'm real and damn she sounded really close just at the yard. It seems that Lilith is messing with me. But she sounds like the little girl she sounds like me talking not the voice her voice is a female voice but she talks the way I talk. Couldn't really understand her. I looked at my self in tje mirror and saw my eyes shining I think. It was today. So I spoke with Jeannette again to make fun of the little girl see if something happens. The little girl I hear is one of the voices I hear and she sounds different from the other voices. So we spoke varely to the little girl because she wouldn't talk at all. But the other voices are just messing with me. I seen someone at the church this last sunday thats the 19 june. It looked like a kid. The kid was waving at me but quickly disappeared. I asked savannah to make fun of Theresa because I was testing something but Savannah said no. But while I was asking the others to do something for me I hearded some one say Fuck him. That person in my house was talking to me. But no stranger was in my house. Je sounded like a stranger. So I've been investigating the paranormal in Attawapiskat and it turns out some of the supernatural waa caused by Demons. I'm still trying to figure out why satan wouldn't kill me but I'm beginning to think he wants something from me. Maybe Satan attacked me alot of times I just don't remember being attacked. My memory was probably erased by satan. So I was standing outside today thats when I hearded the little girl. But she wouldn't show her self so I think its satan messing with me. There are no proof of the kid. So I don't believe the kid being well a kid. Its probably satans tricks. So thats all for now.