June 22 2011

Nothing happened yesterday. I haven't noticed anything weird but a flash of white light in my window. I'm beginning to think I am being watched by aliens. I hearded the flash light noise. It sounded electrical. I hearded in the song on june 21 2011 to email Theresa. I emailed her but didn't work then someone said a Cree word EH. So I am already learning what I am facing. I never went oit of the house yesterday. I am afraid someone will say I am satans child or if I get arrested. I don't think people believes what I said. I try talking to the girl but telepathically. What the voices said yesterday was kind of lies. I spoke with Jeannette and she had weird dreams after we met. Xavier won't talk to me by email. She lives in another community Xavier. I don't know why she won't talk to me. It seems that I get sometines ignored. I mean I talk to people but they ignore me alot. I think the shape shifter is still framing me. But I am starting to think the shifter is not really a shape shifter but an alien. So I saw light white light but lasted only less then a second. I saw my eyes too they look different from other peoples eyes. Not sure if it's normal but my eyes shined. It's not schizophrenia my grand mother saw the same flash of white light few days ago last week. I also am beginning to think the satanist voices are telling the truth about Aliens in Attawapiskat. If you google the google earth look at the map of Attawapiskat Ontario you see the cross near at the air port run way. I noticed the telepathics in Attawapiskat and I am starting to believe they are aliens. What I am saying is crazy but very real. What the satanist voices said the cross near the airport is a symbol of greys (aliens). I am dealing with a confusion problem. I seen the greys face but they looked really different from what joy of satan described. I've been in joy of satan buut not the son of satan! So I was investigating the demonized satanist I hear but never seen. These satanist are telling me that god is the bad guy and satan is the good guy. But theres seems to be evidence the satanists voices are telling the truth. But then again something supernatural is messing with me. I recorded the voices and mostly me in my other blog http://inthalexious.blogspot.com. You know what I've been hearing alot god. Serve god, go to church, pray. My mother Rollande said to pray. Two dats ago I think someone called the police on me for saying something. That guy is a real bitch Satan could kill me on the plane if satan is evil. But I don't know what to believe. I know most people say believe god not Satan. When I was at the debeers trailors east side in my mothers room I hearded them laugh and say Terold nah? It meam Was it terold. It looks to me that my brother was the obe that shape shifted into me with the blue light around me. So I don't know who to believe. If I go run out of town the aliens or satan will kill me. IF satan is evil. Another thing on my mind is seeing the greys faces. Skyra my little cousin said something to me. I gonna stop going to church for alittle while. So I think they still think I am satans child and I'm starting to want to believe Satan. So alot of crazy things is going on. The satanist ask me to pray to Satan. But I think I want to. I meam I am beginning to think that they are all aliens. I mean people just become crazy around me. Like talking behind my back saying I done something bad and serious. Young people calling me satans child. Its just fucked up right now. Oh great I'm hearing voices in the TV now. I asked a satanist help from Joy of Satan (good satanist not evil not a racist) pray for ne but he said you know you could pray for your self. So right now I am fucken screwed. If I go on the plane I die. If the police arrest me then I'll go to prison but first get send to the plane. To tell you guys the truth it first started off as monsters in Attawapiskat now I am thinking they are aliens. Man you guys must think I'm crazy.. Oh and I repented but I'll still get killed becausr of satans stupid daughter Lily I like to call the white bitch. Since she is all ghostly white with big eyes. So I don't know what to do. I think the shifter is still framing me and this is just fucked up. Plus I'm starting to think that Satan is my father. Yeah I know how it sounds. But theres seems to be more prove that the satanist are telling the truth. Us its fucken weird how they called me satans child the satanist voices said I am satans son. If they are telling the truth that would explain the red eyes but I looked like bloody in the cameras in 2009 until I demonized my self in Kashechewan accidentally. So I am also afraid that they'll hunt me down. Satanist voices I never seen told me about the community of Attawapiskat. And it looks to me that the cross near the airport is a symbol of god. The crazy thing is its the third time I seen the alien lightenning. Plus when Jerry saw the alien lightenning last week he didn't look surprised. Oh and I deny being the son of satan. But I want to believe satan beecause people keeps saying I sk the son of satan! Which by the way is getting annoying. I mean those lets just calll them I don't know what to calk them. But they keep screaming satans child. Not sure if the could control them self tok. Every time they see me they act crazy. Saying serve god satans child. But the thing that hurted me is my family mother, brother not taking it seriously. They think I'm fucken joking. So I'm stuck im the fucken house while a shape shifter frames me. So right now I want to believe satan. Because I am beginning to think they are all aliens. I mean them framing me, calling me satans child, talking behind my back, my family not taking it seriously. Are they even my family the satanist says no. They say satan is my father and they sound so serious those satanist. Satan has many sons the satanist says. So I am just confuse. None of the people reading my blog doesn't even believes me what I say about shape shifters framing me. I tell them fave to face they call the police on me. So now what I am doing? Thinking of a way out which I am trap right now. The non satanist voices said that they are lying those satanist voices. Oh and I almost made the deal with satan two days ago at night. I was pissed that they called the oolice on me. The deal would of been big. So you know almost sold my soul to satan. I mean I seen the shasow figure of satan well me I think. So I still see shadow figures tjat appears to be me or satan. So right now I don't think they believe what I say about the shsoe shifter. So again I am thinking of a way out.